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| hey folks been awhile... But i now have some time on my hands in the afternoon cause my son is now sleeping in his own bed at naptime and at night... SO EXCITING for those of you who know that he has been sleeping with me since he was born and i have been dieing to have a good night's sleep in my own bed by myself for about a year and half now well we did it we are finally sleeping on our own and without a pacifier sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited...... of course i do have a little bit of a selfish reason cause i'm going to waco for my brithday and my parents are keeping jeremiah i was told the only way they would do that is if he slept on his own and through the night.... but hey he also really needs to be able to do this with both are getting better sleep and will be healthier... but anways...
Yesterday was a very SCARY day for me... I know that not many of you who are reading this are parents so you can't really understand what i'm bout to say but it is something you will learn very fast when you become one... It doesn't matter how hard you try you can be standing right next to your child watching every move they make but somehow they can still get hurt.... So imagine this yesterday me and my mom and my dad, the puppy, and jeremiah are all walking around outstide talking at lunch time... Okay so mind you jeremiah has never ever been a problem with the pool he knows not to get close has never messed with or even gotten close to the edge well dad is at one end of the pool me and mom and jeremiah are up by the diving board i have my back to jeremiah walking towards the house my mom is standing right next to him... they next thing i hear is my mother scream my dad yell get him, and i look down and all i see are my baby tennis shoes sinking farther down in the water(in the deep end) i don't know how or what but i jumped in and got him out he came up screaming and was okay but very cold water i tell ya.... And i was one freaked out little mama.... but don't worry he is prefectly healthy nothing is wrong.. i took him to the doctor right after just cause well i was scared and he didn't swallow water he never stopped breathing or anything like that he wasn't in long enough i mean i literally jumped in and grabbed him right after he fell in... but i tell you what it was like a bad dream you never imagine stuff like that ever happening to you and it was the most terrifying experience of my life.... like i said it doesn't matter how hard you try your kids are gonna end up getting hurt and i absolutely HATE THAT....... can't imagine my life without my son...
well have a safe day everyone...... | | |
| hey guys sorry it's been so long but been busy ya know..
so alot has been going on... my papaw passed away last sunday that was extremely hard to handle in the midst of everything else that is going on with life... but i guess that is the way things go. just gotta deal and keep going no matter how hard it is... little man is now 13 months old so much is changing he went from baby to little boy last week, it was so sad but fun. It's so weird how when they are young you are ready for them to grow up and watch them evolve into who they are gonna be but now i'm just wishing he was that little baby again that just lays in my arms and has the sweetet softest cry... he has been doing the cutest things though lately he is walking and is so proud of himself he just walks around clapping for himself so cute... He is now realizing that when i'm getting ready for school and he is still in his pjs that he is not going with mommy and when i leave he grabs ahold of me and WILL NOT let go it's so cute but so sad.... i love the fact that he is a mama's boy... hope it stays that way...
so EXCITED bout the fair this weekend... yeah i know i'm a goof ball but hey i live in mp still don't have much to get exctied bout here... ready to take little man to see all the animals....
well have a good one i need to go to bed... night folks
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| Hey so what's up! So this week has just been WONDERFUL so far! Made a 125 on a project so it's good plus found out that my parents are gonna be gone next weekend too so it's GREAT another wonderful weekend with my baby.... well both my babies...
Had a fun weekend last weekend just hanging out with my favorite people... Colt came over and we just layed on the couch and watched a movie.... saturday colt and kara came over and we cooked out on the grill well colt did and it was AWESOME.... sipped on some cold beer it was GREAT.....
So things have been crazy in my life just with school and stuff with jeremiah and his daddy.... but that's okay just working through stuff and moving on it's good......
but that is about it in my life don't really have anything else to say have a good one.... | | |
| Hey there everybody so I haven't written in this thing in forever but i'm going to now lets see what has been going on my little man is almost 11 months so weird that i have been mom for almost a year... loving every minute though he is so cute.... got curly hair and blues eyes... it his birthday wasn't aug. 25 then i would have gotten all my prayers answered oh well. his daddy comes home for the first time since jan. in aug so that they can spend there birthday's together little anxious about that...... kinda nervous too dont' really know what's gonna go down when daddy-o is in town. (hey that rhymed) anyways going to summer school hate it so much i would just like to say need a break but i know that i wanna get it over with and when i'm a teacher i will have breaks in the summer so it's okay.... Got my hair chopped off again and it's BLONDE been long time since then but love it so much i will have pics soon and i will put a new one up cause the one i have is so old jeremiah is like 4 months old and he has definantly changed alot.. little monster... hehehe... well i have been busy definantly jeremiah trying to walk and some how managing to get into EVERYTHING YOU CAN IMAGINE... the other day he pullled out ever single q-tip and tampon out of my cabinet in the bathroom but it was kinda funny walking in there and finding him surrounded by qtips on in his mouth and a tampon in his hand, holding it up like he was so proud of himself... SO CUTE...
Had our first MAJOR accident the other day it was more tramatic for Mama though then i think it was for jeremiah... so this is what happened... We are sitting in a chair watching tv and it's 8:56 4 mins before bedtime for little man and he decided to do a nose dive out of my arms and lands on the floor on his face on granite that we have around our fireplace... to say the least he was SCREAMING his head off and i was BLAWING my eyes out.... his nose was bleeding and everything so we called the doctor and he said that he has never seen a child that young with a broken nose so that took some of the scaredness away but i felt so bad for my baby.... anyways the doctor told my mom that he proscribed a popsicle for me and jeremiah  . but he is all better now not broken and our nose is back to normal size....
so there's my drama, hope ya'll have a good one... off to take a comp sci. test bye noe.... | | |
| hey there folks.. well today is a pretty good day for me... it's been kinda a stressful week but hey i'm making it through and tonight was great at church... i went to my women's group that I am in and i wasn't especially excited about going but I went even though i haven't been keeping up with my book that I'm supposed to be doing. well anyways so we talked bout perception and insight just something that i really need to hear bout right now... Cause here lately i feel like i have been shouting at God to answer my prayers and i feel like he just ain't listening to me and then tonight I got it.. For God to do his part I gotta do my part that i can get down on my knees and beg to know the truth until the day i die but as long as i'm not doing my part by study his word he is not gonna give me the answer because i'm not prepared to hear them... But see the hard part for me is lettin it go to God cause i'm really bad at that... i love being able take care of things myself and that is definantly not something i can do right now. So me and matthew had a big conversation bout how we both have been slacking in the department of quiet time and being in God's word. that we have been relying on things that we want not what our path is for us cause only God can clarify the gray situations and we were trying to....
so yeah that is my revelation of the week and to some of you you might think it's dull but hey i was excited bout it.. so have a good night talk to you later | | |
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